Monday, November 17, 2008

The Quantum of Solace

Last night I had a dream that I was James Bond's daughter. The new James Bond. Daniel Craig.
I was the product of one of his many "relationships" and I'd never met him, but he sent me money. You know, child support. But, one day I sent the money back to him with a note that said, "I don't want your money, I want to know you." So I went to see him and he showed me how he had the note posted on his wall. He said he cried when he read it.

And, I know this is corny, but in the dream he hugged me. And it was the strangest feeling. It was like absolute contentment and I told him I loved him. "I love you, dad."

When I woke up and started my day, even through convo, the feeling stuck with me (which often happens with my dreams). That I was someone's beloved daughter. And I realized, I am. So, I don't know if God gave me a strange dream to tell me who I was to Him, but, it's not outside the realm of possibility. Or the Quantum of Solace.

And no matter what I am in life, I realized, I am foremost a daughter. Someone's daughter.


then I killed a guy in the dream later...but I don't know if that has any spiritual application ;)

Me. Out.

2 comments:

Britt said...

wow. cool dream. I especially liked how you incorporated how God is our Father..very awesome. Maybe tonight I'll dream that I'm related to Superman...which would be amazing...but you never can tell :)

...Bellatrix... (but you can call me Kellie) said...

Love the last bit you tacked on the end. Didn't know you to be the murdering type. And you must be in a "touch guy/action superhero" state of mind this week, my friend. Didn't you have a dream that you were married to Batman last night? Or was it Pacman..... (Haha! :D)